"WILLFUL AMNESIA" what a beautiful Idea..

I would want nothing more than to forget what we had and what I lost when I loved you. To no longer recall your half awake smile when I was blessed to wake up next to you. To forget how beautiful the world around me seemed when I saw its reflection in your eyes. I want to wake up to this cold place and see it as I once did, With no recollection of how amazing and dreamlike this place can be when your not alone. Willful Amnesia is what my mind begs for, as my heart fights not to forget what loving you was like. What optimism felt like, What being at peace felt like, What finally finding in you everything the Church always promised but never could deliver.